Saturday, January 15, 2005 @ 8:24 PM
* New year is not fun..:(
this blog will be the complaint blog for me..why?..soon you will know..:P
This 2 weeks of the new year..wah kaoz..SUPER BUSY!!!..-_- I dun have this feeling when its last year this time loh. It totally suckz. First week work till 6 pm then can go home..this week i work from 745 am(supposely should go off early...but..:( ) also till 6 pm then go home. Best is somemore sat i also work loh. ZZzz..nearly cannot take it. Every evening reach home eat dinner shower then slack on bed. No energy to go out play ID. Best part is although i work early this week, suay suay my younger brother kena force to clear leave for the week. MAKING ME CARLESS loh. 545 wake up eat breakfast go work then need to work till so late, making me reaching home after 7pm..come to think of it..its almost 12 hours loh. I know its no big deal, some of the people work longer. but hey this is my blog..:P so i can complain..Ha!!
I began to have doubts about my job scope in the school. Sometimes i felt that im working more for the school instead of ITSS-MOE loh. Im wondering nowadays. People TA i also TA why my life as a TA like so cham leh? Sway things happen to me, deadlines to meet, crap rules from MOE, incoming auditing checks by MOE, IT equipments down, virus attacks lah etc..wtf?? Sometimes i really just want to go to a small neighbourhood school and be a TA over there. Its so much relaxing over there. Easier to manage school equipments too. I kinda miss the days when i was still a roving TA at yio chu kang primary school. the staff there are friendly and also a smaller scale and of course some good memories there too..:) Best part is its just 5 bus stops away from my house..lol!!.
Here in Crescent its totally different, no doubt the teachers and staff are great peepz too, but the stress aura is very very much higher. The very first day i step into the school, i could basically feel it. I can still remember the latest i work at crescent is till about 10 pm because of the Minister launch of M-Learning. I appear on national tv leh..did you see me??..lol..:P
Sometimes i really feel burnt out loh..now and then need to do new images, install new softwares, then need to update software due to version changes. Basically i din do much on the original jobscope i should be concentrating on. Sigh. But what to do?? Im still part of the school staff and need to carry out my duties diligently. I think i will find another job soon. This job has no prospectus to be. Pay suckz.yes sux!!..:P "Work like monkeys pay like peanuts" <-- this phrase is Sherman's favourite quote..:P
but all is work..although i dun have a significant other to share my woes but lucky i still have IDAS to let me relieve some stress out..:) and next week im involved in the match with Team A.T. Hypez today teach me quite alot on the maps which im going to take part in..:) Hope next sat will be a good experience for me and not letting NY3OC down..:)
I think thats all for now..complaint too much liao..lol..:P
Hope my next post is more of a happier nature..;)
Ja matta o~
